There comes a time in one's life when you get tired of waiting for what you feel you deserve and move on to try and find it someplace else. As hard as it may be, you can't dwell on what could have been cause if it was meant to be you shouldn't have to feel anguish trying to hold on to it. We live our lives hoping we won't lose the things we hold most dear, but maybe we should consider if what we hold most dear is what is right for us.

I have come to realize that someone's love, someone's feelings, are something you need to earn. It's not something you should take lightly, it's not something you get to put on hold while you figure out if this is what you want or not. It's a privilege some people take lightly. Is this how it should be?