I lost my self again.

For a while I was with this man and he did make me feel so stupid and low. I was hooked in this love, a fantasy that always broke down.

Some in between I'm lost in this story.
Happy ending and smiling faces.
Sometimes I see us in between,
like it always is meant to be.

And sad but it’s true.
We never had a chance.
We had our chance.
We lost our chance.
I lost some hope in a dream.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be.
While I'm trying to let this be, this dream I always wanted it to be.

I'll never know what you were expecting of me.

Now, open your eyes and see, you're smothering me.
For every step that I take is another mistake to you.
I'm becoming this, and all I want to do Is to be more like me. More like me.