I am

I am..
I still find myself lost in your smile..
I am..
A man,human, a beeing..
Now more than ever..
Nothing at all..
I am..
by my self..
I am..
Sometimes even smaller, but not quite gone..
I am..
I wish..
I desire..
Drifting away..
I am..
Jumping..
I am..
aware of distanse and space..
I am..
Time..
I am..
But?
I was..
I think..
I know im..
Lucky to not live forever..
I am..
Better every day i get througt..
I am..
Lost..
lost deep
In my broken heart