Waking up

So here I go again
Wonder why I have a single friend
Why would anyone waste time on me
I don't understand, how can't they see?

I do not make progress
And I feel like nothing but a mess
I'm not doing anything as I should
Tho I know that if I'd try I could

Couse you think that you know
You think I put it up as a show
But this is not an act, this is real!
It is how I actually feel

Only darkness inside
My empty emotions has me tied
These thoughts are overwhelming my head
Making it hard to get out of bed