Tilbake Tilbake: Depresjon

The wave

Im tossing and turning and can’t seem to shed

There’s too much emotions filling my head
Whenever I try to lay it all behind
It splashes right back like a wave in my mind
Why do I feel like I’ve broken my heart
Please let this be the hardest part
Fuck the noise
Fuck the pain
Fuck the meaning of it all
How long will this game take to fall
I don’t wanna feel
I don’t wanna think
I just want to be free
Free of feeling whatever i need to be
How can i let it all go without losing my mind
I’m starting to think I have to leave this all behind
Fuck the past
Fuck the now
Fuck the end of it all
I know now this is how I’ll have to fall
The wave is coming and I fear it’s too strong
I’m so sorry for everything that I did wrong
Please know in my heart I knew best
It was to let you all go, it is all for the best.

Til forsiden