One last goodbye.

I can't do this anymore!
I can't keep lying to myself that "everything is going to be alright"
I can't keep reminding my therapist that I still need help
I can't keep smiling my practiced smile
I can't keep this mask on my face
I can't keep lying to my parents
I can't keep saying "I forgot my homework at home" to my teacher.
And I can defiantly not keep bottling up all these emotions anymore.
So, this is it my friend.
My one last goodbye.
I love you, whoever sees this.
I'm writing that sentence to you in hope that don't do the same as me:
Forgetting what it was like being loved

Bye.
Your friend @nora.05w